Today I have a blank screen thing going on. It’s really yelling at me, and the distraction is causing me to lose my train of thought.
I have had trouble all day. Keeping thoughts in my head. Concentrating. Producing coherent sentences. I, who can talk for Britain, could not form sentences today without really thinking about it.
Everyone around me found it funny… jokes about ‘can I have some of what you’re drinking?’ abound. I just took it all in my stride and started to worry a little more.
Now, repeat after me, ‘Oh, shut the hell up!’
I am boring myself stupid with all this so you guys must be ready to pound my head with a cricket/baseball bat.
Part of me wishes I could forget about it for a while but being breathless after climbing two flights of stairs or a brisk walk is horrible for me. I used to have lots of energy - more than this anyway - and I weighed a lot more. I KNOW I need to lose weight but I am already dieting and can’t, physically can’t, exercise until oxygen starts being processed better by my body.
It has taken me 1 hour and 45 mins to write this post.
Oh, thank you seriously for the support and advise you have given to my brother. He smiled shyly and muttered, ‘That’s cool’ which is huge for him. He is getting advise from the Job Centre and is checking out his options.
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