Mar 23

So, huge achievement. 40 days of Lent over baby! And of the three things I decided to give up (chocolate, fizzy drinks and volunteering for more things) I managed, well, one out of three.
The fizzy drinks clause went out at the anniversary party - Southern Comfort and lemonade.
Volunteering? Can anybody say M-U-G. Come on, I think we all know that was a stupid idea!

But chocolate? 40 days without. It seems like a long time but I had an intolerance to chocolate for years when I was a kid. I had to be so careful about what kind of sweets I ate in case they had sneaked some chocolate into them. It was a real pain in the arse. So, I honestly thought 40 days would be easy… but it always feels like I am catching up on my chocolate consumption from childhood so a day away from it is a day wasted.

When I thought I might be diabetic I wasn’t really bothered about giving up cakes and fast food and alcohol… but chocolate? That was the kicker.

But today… oh, today!

Decisions, Decisions

I woke late and took down the eggs I had bought the family. Normally we buy gifts instead of chocolate but with all the other gift giving events recently we decided to break with our tradition and take the

easier option.

There was so so much chocolate around today. So so so much. The cat decided that the eggs were hers and guarded them for a while…

This is my Egg

…before deciding that she deserved one.

Woh, wait, I promise not to actually feed her any.I am not cleaning up the sick again.

I think I’m going to have to make chocolate crispies or cornflake cakes or something… There just is too much.

It was weird. It just didn’t taste the same. Maybe it’s something I need to ease myself back into?

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Mar 10

80 mile an hour winds, buckets of rain, waves crashing up to the sky and bits of tree and houses trashing everything in site?

Everywhere but here. We got about an hour of rain and then a gorgeous sunset (you’ll have to take my word for it - I forgot I had my camera with me); it wasn’t even windy enough to turn my cheap Primark umbrella inside out. I suppose I should be grateful that I’m not going to wake up and discover a tree on my bed or something but… oooo, anything for a little excitement!

I had a day today. Work was all fine and fun as usual but this evening I just felt tense. I felt unwanted, unneeded, useless, crap and all those happy happy words. It was one of those evenings when I just wanted to throw my hands up in the air and scream ‘why do I bother?’ or something equally as melodramatic. It was the kind of day when I really really wished I hadn’t given up chocolate for Lent - I could have eaten my own weight in the stuff today! Oh, only two more weeks to go! Hurrah!

and then… mmmm, Cadbury’s Dairy Milk, Galaxy, Dime Bar, Mars Bar, and yes even you - Reeces Peanut Butter Cups - all of you shall come second to this

Easter Egg

It’s a five stone (about 30kg) easter egg, made by L’Artisan du Chocolat, sold at Selfridges for £499 ($1002.49). And worth every bloody penny. Four people have already bought one. 168,540 calories in it. That’s just beautiful.

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