Okay. Confession. i have stopped taking my medication. I mean i’m still taking my blood pressure medication because I would be bloody stupid to top taking that and I know it works, but all the PCOS and asthma stuff that just feels like an excuse to make me spend money I have stopped… and there has been no bad effects as far as I can tell.
I have lost my appetite and am losing weight. I feel a little tired but am otherwise fine (mind you I haven’t been sleeping because of the writing but that’s another story) and well, I am so much more sensitive than usual.
Nothing more than a stiff breeze. Seriously.
So, I have started another blog because there are some things you just can’t discuss on a site where your work colleagues and people who know you go to and marvel at the fact that you can drone on and on about nothing at all at an irregular pace.
I don’t even know what I’m going to write on there yet but I feel like if I don’t have an outlet for these feelings inside me I may explode… and not in a good way.
And I am tense anyway. Job interview on Friday and I am really nervous about it.
I often wonder what kind of a kick back doctors get for all the drugs they prescribe. When my eldest was 6, she was diagnosed with walking pneumonia. I was fine with the medications prescribed to combat that illness, but when we went back to the pediatritian, he then went on to prescribe 4 different medications that she was going to have to take 3 times a day, every day. Um…. no. Thanks anyway
Blondefabulous – I know exactly what you mean. I started all this medical nonsense a year ago with one type of pill that works and is having a noticible effect… and now I’m on 3 kinds and 2 inhalers which have in no way benefitted my life. Hence the stopping.
I really don’t think taking that many pills is good for a person. I’ve been trying breathing exercises for my shortness of breath issue instead and I feel a bit better… so maybe the chemicals in the air are the answer?!
Firstly, any outlet has to be better than keeping it all cooped up inside – right? I ofetn wonder about starting another ultra secret blog but I really struggle to keep one going!
Secondly – GOOD LUCK tomorrow! Breath, breath, breath some more and then knock their bloody socks off – you can do it!
I know this is after the fact, but wanted to wish you a big congrats on landing the job.
Penelope – It’s funny – the secret secret blog is easier to write in a way but then I begin to wonder if I am being too open… and what if one day in the future it is linked back to me and… breathe breathe breathe… And socks were very much off.
martymankins – Thank you so much. Am writing words about it now.