…That I haven’t been on the blog for, ooo, a while. Well, three weeks.
This is not because I am not full of love for you all, and is not because I am dead (thank you so much for that email… you know who you are). It is purely becauseI find myself a little more uninteresting than usual… and don’t want to bore you.
Update on my life? Okay.
I work, I sleep, I write, I read, I watch TV and I work and sleep some more.
And I sing. Well, I’ve started to sing in my head. And at bus stops. But seriously, bursting into song like life is a musical isn’t all that weird, right?
Mmmm… I have been feeling a bit emotional recently. I spent some time with my bestest friend in the whole wide world and she reminded me of who I used to be before… well… before… and I am quite desperate to get back to being that person again.
It’s just so hard.
Medically, life goes on. The month on inhalers for the asthma I don’t have went by with nothing changing but we are giving it another go with a steroid addition to get the inhalers to kick start or something.
One day, I swear I am going to start rattling when I walk.
I am in the middle of a long application process I really want and am quite scared about equally. I have been given so much help and advice by everyone – apparently I need to ‘sell myself more’. Any ideas?
I am pulling my head out ofmy arse and trying to get my crap together but y’know how it is!
I am obscenely excited about things coming up in my life. March and April are going to be quite huge for me.
While, for the foreseeable future this is not going to be a daily blog I am going to try hard to update more often.
And I really do love you all.
More than you know.
Well I think you’re fascinating. Glad to hear there’s some excitement forthcoming.
Moobs – Fascinating? Don’t tell your colleagues -they’ll hoist you out for being crazy!
You still in on the March madness?
wow! positivity alert! I’m so proud of you Hun thats the best blog thing I’ve read from you in ages. if you need help with your CV then remember i helped our rocket scientist get a assistant managers job (that he definitely was not qualified for). I think you made the good choice life over blog. its easier to sleep than to blog at night.
Neil – CV in and already through to the shortllist/interview stage. Although I have not been blogging I have still not been sleeping. The writing, man, the writing it flows…
Lovely to see you and happy that things are looking up
You are sorely missed when you are not here…just so you know.
Catherine – Thank you so much for coming back. I am hopeful. Which is something I have not felt in a while.
Hilly – I have missed you too… WIll try to be better… and here for all of you more.
I was just thinking about you the other day, hoping you were OK. Glad all is well and you have some exciting things in the pipeline. Great to hear from you!
Selma – Hey thanks. Hope everything is okay with you too. I swear I swear I swear I will be trying to catch up your blog in the next few days. I have a plan….
I knew you were alive because we watched the rugby “together” (sort of – ha!)
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Glad to see you have plans in action. One step at a time babes
Penelope – Ah yes, the ‘legs and bums’ ‘thighs and arses’ show. A perfect way to spend a weekend! One step at a time is pretty much all I got at the moment!
Great to see you back. And glad you are doing good and busy. Sometimes busy is good, just not all the time.
martymankins – Busy is good at the moment as it stops me dwelling and all that. Times they are a-changing!