It is finally getting to be weather that makes me feel something.  The chill in the air and the clearness of the sky as I walk to and from work may bring a stinging tear to my eye but it thrills me in an odd way.

I turn up my iPod until I can hear nothing but the music and smile at the way my heart quickens to the beat.  My heart. I feel like I could have use for it sometime in the future.  I don’t know why but there is a hope in me now that I am trying to hold onto.  But it is like a snowflake (that I wish would fall) – the tighter I try to hold on… ah… yep, I’m dribbling again.

One more day of this year left.