I finished the book.  I finished Twilight, and I don’t have book 2 and 3.  I need to have them.  I need to have them now.  And instead I have to wait until the book shop opens in the morning.  Why isn’t there 24 hour bookshops? There needs to be one!  Dammit.

I loved that book.  I know it’s a ‘young adult’s’ book but I adored it – exciting and sensuous, erotic and beautiful.  It took my breath away and made me excited for literature in a way I haven’t felt in a long time.

I hope the blood tests find out what is making me so tired and then I will have energy to be able to write, to engage, to live.

Energy.  To have it is but a dream right now.