Maybe it’s the weather, maybe it’s waiting for Wednesday to be here, maybe it’s the fact that I’m feeling a bit useless at the moment, maybe it’s the fact that I am stepping out of my comfort zone, maybe it’s the fact that I have a really busy day tomorrow and all I want to do it sleep, or maybe it’s the fact that I couldn’t even hit double figures when watching University Challenge tonight but holy God, I’m antsy tonight.

If I was not living with my parents tonight would be one of those nights when my iPod and I would go for a walk and a gaze somewhere… Y’know, if I wasn’t in the middle of the countryside and felt in any way safe in this damn town…

I feel oh so very unorganised right now.

But I think I’ve just spotted my special handbag.

God, I need some time on my own!