So I landed myself in A & E today with the not breathing properly, the feeling sick, the being oh so very tired and the weird pains everywhere.
After waiting for what felt like ever I saw a doctor who was only mildly rude who, after assuming it was a chest infection (oh where have I heard that before), told me that all of my symptoms are in my head, probably caused by stress.
Which doesn’t help at all.
Because there is no magic pill or cure for stress.
And I just know I am going to lose another job because of them.
Damn damn doctor. Who also suggested I read The Power Of Now as this will sort out all my problems.
I don’t need another self help book. I need answers. I need a god damn miracle at this point.
I am so fucking tired!
Sorry.
I just can’t believe that all this is in my head. I can’t believe that I am doing this to myself.
Crap. Now I’m crying again.
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