There is an endless void of something or another in me at the moment. Actually that can’t be true - you can’t have a void of ’something’. You can only have a void of nothing… Hang on…
HI!
So today was kind of annoying… no not annoying… something else entirely. Odd. I started with a little blood test - it’s becoming easier to get blood out of me! Does this mean I am in some way getting healthier? Does this mean I have… (dare I say it? I dare, I dare) a reason to have hope? Ooo… chills.
Followed that up with a few hours of work in which I wanted badly to throw up but didn’t, and then… mmm… lost five minutes when I went to sleep in the middle of typing a sentence. Yeah, fun baby!
My plan to go to sleep when I got home went south again and I did some good ol’ charity work - felt vaguely smug for a moment… and then realise I was wide awake again - this will now be the 6th night that I have had no desire to sleep.
Oh yes… desire… the title of this post. My desire for things is rising. My desire for life and simplicity and all that good stuff is rising. It is scaring the ever living crap out of me and making me a little ‘crazy girl rocking in the corner’ but I’ll get over that soon and accept things may be improving.
This last bit of the post is all akaMonty ’s fault. I was joking about posting about toast and then… I started thinking about toast and then… I had to have toast.
Hot toast.
Hot buttered toast.
With strawberry jam.
Dripping… with butter…
BUT. NO butter, NO strawberry jam and NO good bread.
I hate the day before shopping day.
What a terrible way to end this post.
Actually, my left eye feels tired. I may just have to see if I can get the right one to follow suit.
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I give a little bit of blood tomorrow.
Here’s a song about Toast (YouTube has shorter versions, but I though you might as well see one with the artist sining the song.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BILAFuSi-i0
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Comment by delmer — June 12, 2008 @ 3:23 am
The NBA finals are being shown live on channel 5 this year. If basketball can’t send you to sleep I don’t know what would.
Comment by yorksdevil — June 12, 2008 @ 2:52 pm
delmer - YEAH TOAST!!!! Oh that was truly fantastic! Absolutely without doubt the best thing I have heard in quite some time! Hope the blood giving is of the ‘giving’ kind and not indicative of something wrong?! YEAH TOAST!!!
yorksdevil - buggered now am I. I L-O-V-E love basketball. Live finals. Must find out when and hope to god it’s not on a school night… or a night when I feel bleurghy
Comment by bec — June 12, 2008 @ 6:43 pm
The blood work is something I have done every several months — is used to be 3, then 5 and now 6 months.
Oh, and while I know the Internets grade on a curve, there is no excuse for two typos in a single comment … I, of course, meant: “thought” and “singing” in the first comment.
(I won’t make it a habit of apologizing for misspellings.I make far too many to correct them all.)
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Comment by delmer — June 12, 2008 @ 6:53 pm
delmer - I make so many typos I don’t see other peoples! And I didn’t notice yours until you pointed them out - apology totally not needed!
Hope everything is 17 kinds of good.
Comment by bec — June 12, 2008 @ 6:55 pm
Butter is my lover… my friend… you can never have too much butter.
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Comment by martymankins — June 12, 2008 @ 10:53 pm
DIRTY TOAST GIRL!
I can’t even tell you how delicious that sounds right now, all buttery and strawberry jammy… NOM NOM
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Comment by aka_monty — June 12, 2008 @ 11:57 pm
martymankins - Butter on crumpets or on English Muffins. Drool… (my arteries are screaming right now but they’ll stop if I drown them in buuttery joy!)
aka_monty - Am buying all good ingredients tonight as I just know I wll need a good ‘toasting’ at the end of the day!
Comment by bec — June 13, 2008 @ 11:16 am