I’m not ‘boring’. I’m English.
Un-Perfection. Totally. Innit.
Am hopelessly over-reaching.
Am just not that talented or good at anything. Should just give it all up and get a profile page on bebo and stRt Tlkin Lik Dis. Should just start calling everyone babes and sweetheart and wear whatever they call shell suits these days and get hoop earrings and learn how to fake rap, innit?
You’ll find me soon enough listening to mainstream dance crap played from my mobile phone, huddled over a bottle oy Diamond White (appalling cider-ish crap for those who don’t know) in the middle fo a public park, hoodie pulled over my face is I can’t see the disapproving stares.
It’s got to get better right? Only three and a half days left until the Scout AGM and I STILL don’t have all the info I need.
And because of massive blood loss today and feeling faint and a little nauseas. The cold/ cough though seem to be waiting in the wings for a more sensible time to take me on.
But at least I got to the Apple Store today.
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about 2 years ago
“Am just not that talented or good at anything.”
THAT’S BULLSHIT MY FRIEND, UNADULTERATED BULLSHIT!
I know you’re hurting, and I know what it feels like to be in that state of mind. It will pass, sooner than you can imagine. Remember, the doctor’s appointment is only a week away, seven short days. Hang in there baby.
Just know you are loved by all of us.
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about 2 years ago
Ditto exactly what Glenn said!
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Don’t. You. Bloody. Dare. say that shit – don’t make me phone you and shout!
You’ve got such a lot going on right now sweets, and you still take the time to check if I’m alright! You need to take care of you for a little while
You know where I am
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about 2 years ago
Glenn – a rubbish day, that’s all – am of course fantastic and wonderful etc etc. It’s a whole head/heart argument thing that I’m too busy to listen to. I think bed and an early morning are what are called for. I’ll feel better when I can see an end to the work in sight.
Penelope – Will be taking care of me on Wednesday. Well, Tuesday after the AGM. There is a glass of Southern Comfort with my name on it for then. I have even got a lime in special for it! Thank you. x
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about 2 years ago
You? Not talented? Utter crap. But I can relate to having a crap day.
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about 2 years ago
Karl – I didn’t write the post to get compliments but it is very very nice. This is why I love the blogosphere so much. One and a half more days of thinking I’m untalented and then I’ll have a boost of confidence. Hopefully.
Bec’s last blog post..Meme: Books