Today was good and then horrible and then okay and then awful then ‘meh’ then teeth clenchingly bad and back itchingly irritating.
Welcome to the world of pissy Bec.
It’s one of those when I felt like a narked off cat. I had my claws out and wanted to bite everyone… but still wanted someone to scratch my ears…
I was too hot by half even when everyone else was complaining about the cold.
I wanted to talk when everyonewas enjoying the silence.
I wanted to laugh when everyone else was being cynical.
I needed to cry and have someone hold me when the world was prickling round me.
And I’ve screwed up. I trusted a colour chart online, and the t-shirts have arrived in a colour that in no way correlates to what was on screen. The t-shirts are bright red. How does that correspond with Cardinal (top row), which is exactly the colour we needed. In a way it doesn’t matter what colour these ones are as they are the size testers, but it just made me feel useless.
I can’t seem to get anything right at the moment. Which makes me afraid for the other things I’ve arranged recently.
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1. ungraceful girl Says:
March 15th, 2008 at 1:28 amI’m so right there with you. I feel like everywhere I look something is falling apart. I just keep telling myself that it has to get better.
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2. Dave2 Says:
March 15th, 2008 at 4:13 amT-Shirt selection from online charts drives me nuts too… they are never what you think you’re getting. Heck, half the time, even when you’ve ordered the same color before, you end up getting something different.
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3. Penelope Says:
March 15th, 2008 at 8:26 am“It’s one of those when I felt like a narked off cat. I had my claws out and wanted to bite everyone… but still wanted someone to scratch my ears…”
I loved this, I absolutely get that.
I also haven’t heard “narked off” for SO long! I shall use it more frequently now, I forgot how perfect it is ;o)Penelope’s last blog post..Friday Frivolity!
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4. Bec Says:
March 15th, 2008 at 6:51 pmungraceful girl - It’s feeling a little like the middle of an end of the world book. I have no idea what is going on. I’m really not in the best mood today either. Maybe I should stay off the internet until it improves… Nah, I’m going to complete Blog365 - achieve something. Sigh.
Dave2 - Glad (well not glad glad but you get what I mean) that it happens to someone as good at all this as you. Am going to try maroon now and see if that is any closer…. to be honest I am at the stage of tough… See… pissy Bec.
Penelope - It’s weird but it really fits the mood perfectly. I hadn’t heard it in a while either, then it just popped into my head. Lovely.
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