Today was good and then horrible and then okay and then awful then ‘meh’ then teeth clenchingly bad and back itchingly irritating.

Welcome to the world of pissy Bec.

It’s one of those when I felt like a narked off cat.  I had my claws out and wanted to bite everyone… but still wanted someone to scratch my ears…

I was too hot by half even when everyone else was complaining about the cold.

I wanted to talk when everyonewas enjoying the silence.

I wanted to laugh when everyone else was being cynical.

I needed to cry and have someone hold me when the world was prickling round me.

And I’ve screwed up.  I trusted a colour chart online, and the t-shirts have arrived in a colour that in no way correlates to what was on screen. The t-shirts are bright red.  How does that correspond with Cardinal (top row), which is exactly the colour we needed.  In a way it doesn’t matter what colour these ones are as they are the size testers, but it just made me feel useless.

I can’t seem to get anything right at the moment.  Which makes me afraid for the other things I’ve arranged recently.