I’m not ‘boring’. I’m English.
Post Christmas Lag?
After yesterday’s angry session I knew today was going to go one of two ways – quiet seething grrr-ness or boredom. So I killed the boredom by opening up the offending website and playing with it… and watching things… namely Dexter season 2. Which rocked so very very hard. I have now moved onto Buffy. Yep, it’s got to that point.
I should be sleeping instead of watching things, and trying to be interesting. I can’t remember the last time I genuinely had a good idea – whether in blog or life. I think it’s about time inspiration got her arse back over here and helped me out. The writing, whether novel or script or random scribblings has ground to a complete halt.
I also can’t believe the weekend has ended already. I mean, what’s wrong with that?! Two days? And then five of work? I mean, I like the work but right now I would like a few days of doing nothing.
God, I think I need some kind of super-effective caffeine (why is it I can never spell that damn word? Seriously, it’s taken me about 5 minutes to get it right) affair filled with all the nonsense that goes in Red Bull and all those other drinks. Is this just a post-Christmas thing? Or am I in real trouble? I think that’s why I’m so annoyed about the whole website being put on hold thing – I genuinely have nothing else going on in my life and need something to get my teeth stuck into.
Maybe I should find another volunteer-y thing? Or get another job? Or something? Oh, who knows! For now I’m just gonna watch until I can’t keep my eyes open and then, woohoo! The week!
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about 2 years ago
I really think part of it is post holiday lag, most definitely. During the holidays, we allow ourselves to just relax and enjoy life rather than worrying about being witty or creative and somewhere along the way, we seem to lose that part of ourselves.
I have been struggling to get back to becoming interesting or something but I figure eventually it will come….erm, I hope
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about 2 years ago
Inspiration goes in waves I find. Peaks and troughs.
Apart from me obviously. I kick arse all the time.
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about 2 years ago
Hilly – Worry? About being witty and creative? Me? Worry?! Hahahahahahahaha… mmm, yeah, see your point. Christmas really was a time when I didn’t think about much at all… Mostly about whether or not another mince pie would be sensible…
But I think I have an idea tonight! I’m hoping to hold onto it too!
Dan – Well, obviously. Got any of that arsekicking-ness to lend out?!
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